Post Betrayal

Dear Diary,

I was blind as a bat, to fall into your gracious hand,
Not knowing the whole truth,
only to find out I was being used,

I do not know what to think,
Though I wish I know why,
Because after all these times,
I’ve been your slave to your evil crimes,

I was being such a fool for believing in you,
Just like a jester you made me the entertainment,
in your evil court, because you were witty indeed,
having your twisted mind plotting as you make me bleed,

I know you’ve always wanted to be a king,
but not like this,
You pretend to be sweet and caring,
as the words you sang seems like melodies to me,
the touches of your hands, soothe me like a baby,
but I felt in too deep, as your evil snore,
came in slowly and creep,

God I hate you, and I will come for you,
I will be here to destroy you,
Watch for it as it will happen,
As I will have witnesses, from up upon the heaven,
it’ll judge you like you’ve been a sinner,
it will judge you for all your dark hearts,
you’ll have no place among the skies,
but only my sword through your gut.

ayujaded​ © 2015 Alsa Haslinda